Christ Consciousness grants direct access to and communion with Your Understanding of God, here’s how I found this practice:
Being repeatedly requested to teach about Christ Consciousness, and having found myself avoiding delving too deeply into the subject with strangers, or rather inviting people to come and join me for the experience, I have finally decided to try to put into words some of what I know about Christ Consciousness, I hope and pray that my humble attempt will inspire you today, where I will recount the process of my awakening into such.
There has always been a distinct awareness in the back of my mind that this information could be somewhat triggering, as it was to me before Jeshua appeared to me, and as such, prior to this I always told my students not to believe anything I said, but rather invited them into an experience of exploring their own Truth, in Presence.
Just like I am not a healer, but rather a facilitator, and I am not here to tell you what to believe, I do however invite you to observe and try out certain practices, that have proven to accelerate healing and immersions into Presence, such that You can experience Your own awakening into Christ Consciousness.
That said, after many years of studies of the Vedic sciences and practices, plus becoming experienced in Buddhist meditations and a variety of esoteric wisdom teachings, a proverbial ‘Long night of the soul’ found me sitting in isolation, prayer and meditation for some months, in complete surrender and dedication to experiencing the Divine, i desperately wanted to know ‘God’.
As a result of consistent application to a state of heart/mind coherence, I was first visited by the Arch Angel Metatron (who I knew nothing about at the time) and shortly thereafter, Jeshua appeared to me.
I had been sitting in meditation in the sun, in repentance and quiet gratitude, when a brilliant light appeared, and Jeshua visited upon me. My heart burst open in absolute humility, reverence, awe and Love, and I remember at the time struggling to accept that I could ever be worthy of such Grace. In His Presence I wept, tears of remorse and joy flowed uncontrollably out of me, my being was wracked and cracked wide open as the Light and Love of the only real Forgiveness I had ever craved poured into my Being, and I was Reborn.
This was over two years ago, and after the experience, I was somewhat bewildered and confused, even a little ashamed to share my story with my friends and family who, like me had long since rejected dogmatic religion and Christianity. I had not even been to church in decades, but I was reminded of the many ancient Cathedrals I had visited in Europe where the images and statues of Christ had so often called me and brought tears to my eyes, with a deep sense of longing for the lost Love of my Beloved.
Whilst I felt acutely alone in this awakening, I found some comfort from teachers like Paramahansa Yogananda who spoke about the second coming of Christ, and I set about dedicating my life to the worship and practice of securing the second coming of Christ en Masse, and maintaining this conscious contact with my beloved as the one and only priority in my life.
For more information about what I have subsequently learnt from this practice, stay tuned to these little blogs, or join me on my next retreat: